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Bringing the future to Now's avatar

Oh, beautiful. The power love, what we desperately need to heal this world. Thank you 🙏

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Rebecca Cook's avatar

Yes. I think so. Eventually we'll get there. (I hope)

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Jeremy Marks's avatar

Bravo, Rebecca. This is so lovely and when you give the voices speech, all of your compassion for the voices (and thus the person/yourself) come forth.

Simply beautiful. And so wise.

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Rebecca Cook's avatar

Thanks, Jeremy. I'm so glad you picked up on my compassion for the "demons." Because even with all the pain this man is in, he is at least familiar with these voices, although they torment him. And the voices, these demons, were only doing what demons do. And those poor pigs!

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Jeremy Marks's avatar

Absolutely. I saw that immediately (and wasn't surprised 😊). And yes, those poor pigs. We should always have compassion for the animals.

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Kiki's avatar

🩷🤝🏻🩷

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Alex Dawson's avatar

This is so beautiful Rebecca. Your language and metaphors had me running through it. How powerful to reflect on your own struggles with mental illness and the associated stigma through this lens. I also love what you say about miracles, how what we really need is each other. 💚

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Rebecca Cook's avatar

Thanks, Alex. Maybe if we really took care of each other as Jesus seems to have said, then we'd get over this notion of miracles.

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Allegra's avatar

Deeply moving.

Rich both in words, imagery and the sentiment expressed; it overflows mercifully throughout the read.

“I am like this man,

this lost man,

his brain full of bees,

full of the relentless

swarms of voices.”

All of it, simply stunning!

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Rebecca Cook's avatar

Thanks, Allegra.

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David Kirkby's avatar

Well, my friend, I think you know that I have little time for Christianity as it is generally taught. The history of most major religions is largely about the establishment and exercise of power and control, even when the original teachings contain wisdom and beauty.

Your poem, however, re-establishes the possibility of wisdom and beauty behind that very old story. It may or may not be what really happened - but it is surely the only version that gives the story value.

A person who would do that is a person who would inspire love - the kind of love we all need, more than ever.

Best Wishes - Dave

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Rebecca Cook's avatar

Dave, I think there is so much beauty and truth to be had--it is the original low-hanging fruit. But in their attempts to make something official, the powers that be muck it up. It's like wanting to use Robert's Rules for a tree house club.

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Tania Runyan's avatar

I love this so much.

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Rebecca Cook's avatar

Thanks, Tania. We must exchange stories sometime soon.

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School of Blue's avatar

Incredibly powerful and moving, Rebecca. How it ends is key. As it should be. Love it.

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Rebecca Cook's avatar

Thanks, Richard. Are you back from your travels?

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Nazish Nasim's avatar

This is so tender and brave, Rebecca. I have always had a soft spot for Jesus. Extraordinary work, Rebecca. You made me feel in so many places with your words. ❤️❤️❤️

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Rebecca Cook's avatar

Thanks

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Rea de Miranda's avatar

I agree with your take on this, Rebecca. I think Jesus gave him love and understanding.

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Rebecca Cook's avatar

Rea, I think it's important to change our views on these things. I think the real, and useful, miracle, is the human connection and our power to heal each other.

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Rea de Miranda's avatar

True words!

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Ian Winter's avatar

Extraordinarily good!

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Rebecca Cook's avatar

Thanks, Ian.

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Jacquelyn Cisper's avatar

This story always bothered me too. Like you said, the poor pigs. What did they every do to deserve such a fate? This retelling is much better on so many levels. Very well done.

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Rebecca Cook's avatar

I'm glad I'm improving upon the original. (he-he)

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Jacquelyn Cisper's avatar

yes, now write one from the point of view of the pigs :)

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Rebecca Cook's avatar

What a great idea!

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Rajani Radhakrishnan's avatar

Oh Rebecca... I feel this story...this poem...I needed it...and that ending is how it should be....what a wonderful retelling...

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Rebecca Cook's avatar

Rajani, thank you.

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Amy Kriewaldt's avatar

I feel this deep in my bones. The imagery is so visceral.

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Rebecca Cook's avatar

It was a hard, hard time when I wrote it. Writing it healed some of the wound.

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June's avatar

Wow Rebecca, I will be revisiting this one for a while. I love seeing your empathy and the framework of modern mental health woven into this poem. This was powerful for me.

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Rebecca Cook's avatar

Thanks so much, June.

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Rachel Landrum Crumble's avatar

The miracle IS both the demons cast out and the relationship of love, as you come to at the end. I have also wondered why the pig farmers of the town had to suffer the financial loss for this man's freedom, but then I think: Isn't Jesus always challenging our value systems? People over profit?

I love this, Rebecca. I just disagree with the title.

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Rebecca Cook's avatar

Thanks for reading, Rachel. And for commenting. It always means a lot.

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