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Jane Baker's avatar

Beautiful poem.

Rebecca Cook's avatar

Thank you so much, Jane. And let me know if you'd like me to critique a poem.

Mahdi Meshkatee's avatar

Dear Rebecca,

There is an acceptance of the linearity of reality in the form, and the circularity of the real in the content. I love how it acknowledges jouissance as effortlessly.

On a more personal note, I wish you, your father, and your entire family health and prosperity.

Love,

Mahdi

Rebecca Cook's avatar

Thanks, dear friend. I hope you are well. I am ashamed to be an American right now.

Thanks for your comments on this poem. Your use of "jouissance" needs an explanation for me. I think I know what you mean, that life is both pleasure and pain, but I'm not sure?

Mahdi Meshkatee's avatar

I mean it in the Lacanian sense, my friend.

Tania Runyan's avatar

Wow. I'm going to have to return to this when I'm ready to fully lament and process the death of my father (with whom I had a challenging relationship) in 2023.

Rebecca Cook's avatar

I too have a challenging relationship with my father. Or I thought I did. It doesn't feel that way now. Yesterday we played a game--my husband read out the artist of a country song and we guessed their most popular songs from a Billboard list of best country tunes of all time. So much fun. My favorite kind of game, and my father's too. And all this time, since I was 12 and our house burned down, I've never seen my father play a game. Nor have I heard him sing. I was 12. Yesterday I heard him sing--old and weak and gravely now, but still him.

Tania Runyan's avatar

Beautiful. I love life's redemptive moments.

Aaliya's avatar

Your reflection on life, death, and the connection to the land is deeply moving.

Rebecca Cook's avatar

Thank you. It is deeply felt these last few days.

Poetry Tracks In the Snow's avatar

For those of us who have already lost our parents, this poem feels like everything, such a balm, such a beautiful piece of your heart on the page. 🤍🤍🤍

Rebecca Cook's avatar

Thank you so much. I'm glad it touched that tender place inside you, too.

Karla Evans's avatar

So beautiful. Really resonates after speaking to my dad about after-death things last week.

Rebecca Cook's avatar

Yes, Karla. When we finally get around to talking about these things, it's not so bad.

Rachel Landrum Crumble's avatar

There is wisdom in the house of mourning as Ecclesiastes says, and here it is. May the God you’re unsure of comfort you❤️‍🩹

Rebecca Cook's avatar

Thank you, Rachel.

Sarah Thompson's avatar

This work is a thing of beauty, truth and eternity, Rebecca. Sending you so much love as you traverse these difficult days.

Rebecca Cook's avatar

Thank you, Sarah. I'm so sorry that I missed the last session with Danielle. I really needed to see you guys. <3<3

Kristi Joy Rimbach's avatar

I really felt this Rebecca. Yesterday was my dad’s first birthday since he passed and he has been heavily on my mind. Moving poem💕✨

Rebecca Cook's avatar

I'm glad it resonated with you, Kristi. Thank you.

Deer Girl's avatar

Heartbreaking and beautiful. Something lovely about the ring of fairy stones as well. Protection.

Rebecca Cook's avatar

Yes. I hadn't thought of it that way before. <3<3

Alix Klingenberg's avatar

This is so beautiful

Rebecca Cook's avatar

Thanks, Alix. <3

School of Blue's avatar

This is beautiful and sad and moving and deeply, deeply human.

Rebecca Cook's avatar

Yes, Richard. Deeply human. Love to you.

Naz.'s avatar

That's such a brave way to talk about love, Rebecca. May you both be blessed.

Trish Vanson's avatar

Such a tangible love, the two of you talking. And the poem, talking. May the love be a blessing to you both.

Rebecca Cook's avatar

Thank you so much, Trish. It does feel like that.

Rajani Radhakrishnan's avatar

I am speechless. I am nodding at David's comment... thank goodness there is poetry to organize these massive feelings ...like railings we can hold on to so that we keep standing. Sending hugs, Rebecca.

Rebecca Cook's avatar

Love to you, Rajani.

David Kirkby's avatar

Friend Rebecca,

This is how Poetry shapes meaning in the world - making sense of the flood of emotion, channelling it to places where it can nourish us instead of drowning us; helping something new to grow....

Best Wishes - Dave

Rebecca Cook's avatar

Oh, Dave. I have felt, discovered, a whole well of kindness inside me that I didn't know was there.

David Kirkby's avatar

Oh Rebecca…

The rest of us could see it in you, all along…

Love from us

D & M